9 Months. That is how long I had hidden it from him.
But out like a thief, it came.
It’s been 20 years since Columbine but not a day has passed, since before I even had children, that I worried about sending my child to school.
On Friday, the used-to-be-unthinkable happened right down the road from us.
Down the road as in, on our way to school.
As in, my 5 year-old asking why the police-car lights are still flashing 3 days in a row.
12 innocents murdered for no reason other than they. were. there.
My instinct is to protect her innocence. My gut tells me to instruct her where to hide.
Why, in the literal F* H*, is this even a consideration?
He told me that everyone at work knew someone who had died.
I confessed I’ve never said goodbye to Aurora before school without considering it to be the last time.